December 2010
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I’ve just changed my dashboard theme to Doctor Who.  I’m never getting off again, because it’s so amazing.  I might explode from happiness any time now.
Dec 31st
enchanting asked: I don't recall if I've ever responded to your lovely messages, so this is me writing either as a forgetful fool or an embarassed latecomer (probably a combination of both)! In any case, thank you so very kindly for your wonderful words; they have made me smile. You have done something very special and heartfelt with your own blog; I'd love to read more of your writings! <3
Dec 31st
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“People fall out of the world sometimes, but they always leave traces. Little...”
– Doctor Who
Dec 31st
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Gone.
I bite my tongue back from the words that I would like to say.  They are sharp and quick and silver, but my silence is golden to you.  You do not seem to find anything odd.  I feel like a lover who has lost the most precious thing in the universe, his own star now falling into the dark depths of midnight abyss.  Maybe you think I feel something else, like envy, perhaps, but I’m only sad....
Dec 31st
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Thief.
I don’t think you realize this, but you have stolen something from me. A prized possession of mine, the second greatest thing dear to my heart. But I think the saddest part is that this prized possession, a part of my soul, wanted to be whisked away, into the hands of another. And when it left, the only remnant was a gaping wound, blood and flesh and a vulnerable heart. It will be my...
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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The constant.
I didn’t think it would come to a point like this. Where worth is reduced to nothing but shambles. This worth, which was one of the strongest things I had ever known, now disappearing, slowly but surely. I try to look for answers, but I cannot find them anywhere, and instead my mind is a broken record, playing the same thing over and over and over and over until my sanity threatens to delve...
Dec 31st
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Living corpses
They don’t care for adventure and just sit, waiting for something that will never come, until they die; and the rest of us wait in misery, knowing that there is nothing there, but are forced within these rules that dictate us and shrivel our beings until all we are are living corpses, with our rotting flesh and sagging bodies, tired and waiting. The only thing that keeps us alive is the fire in...
Dec 31st
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312.
And as I lie in my room, rotting under the silence of the house, I mourn the 312 hours I have lost. They choke me, each a sliver of a noose, and each time, my flesh burns and reeks of my wasted past.
Dec 31st
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“A smile is a curve that sets everything straight.”
– Phyllis Diller
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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I'm losing inspiration.
Blood clots everywhere.  Blood clots in my mind and my fingers.  I’m numb.  I don’t need a spark, I need a fire that will consume and eat away at my burning flesh.
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
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I’m afraid that I’m losing you.  Slowly, but surely.
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Updates.
I’m still fixing my theme. It’s getting there, but I need to add more stuffs and such. I also haven’t written in a long while. Like, a week. It’s because I’m feeling super lazy: break does this to me. I love breaks but I hate feeling lazy. It makes me feel sluggish and slow against fast time. I’ve had some thoughts on what to write, but I just need to take the time to bleed words over my computer....
Dec 29th
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I feel like a failure.
Because I just realized that in my entire life, I was saying supermegaawesomefoxyhot wrong. Instead, I was saying supermegafoxyawesomehot. I kind of like my way better. :(
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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“Who loses a day loses life.”
– Ralph Waldo Emerson
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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We're all African.
Me: Didn't the human race originate in Africa?
Nimra: Yeah, apparently. We're all African. When they ask you on your SAT what your ethnicity is, we can all circle that in, along with whatever else we are.
Dec 28th
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What do you do when someone adds you on Facebook and they’re 11 and they’re your like, your third cousin or something and you’ve only talked to them a couple of times, and don’t want to add them, but they’re the kind of person that will stalk the status of their friend request, and if you don’t add them, they’ll feel rejected and tell their mom? IGNORE.
Dec 28th
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“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension,...”
– Anaïs Nin (via lolalee)
Dec 28th
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ListenTime by Hans Zimmer
Dec 28th
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Midnightings.
‘Tis my new Tumblr name, from glass-stars.  So don’t get confused.
Dec 27th
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What is up with these British shows?
First Merlin, now Doctor Who. It’s so freaking megafoxyawesomehot, that I cannot even begin to describe. The theme music is running through my head as we speak, and I’m not even currently watching the show.
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
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patchofblue replied to your post: i’m glad you answered ‘twilight’. and “you’re the other part of me that I didn’t know existed until this moment” describes my feelings pretty well, too. It’s official.  I’m totally making friendship bracelets now.
Dec 27th
deathcatsforcutie asked: what colour is your hair?
what was your first pet?
what's your earliest childhood memory?
what perfume do you wear?
hippopotamuses or rhinoceroses?
how many siblings do you have?
what jobs have you had?
what's the worst book you've ever read?
where is one place in the world where you'd rather live?
what's your...
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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deathcatsforcutie asked: what is your name?
where are you from?
what colour are your eyes?
what did you eat for breakfast?
what is your biggest fear?
what is your biggest dream?
Dec 26th
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Dec 26th
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oceanofmind: You must die each moment so you can be new each moment. 
Dec 25th
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Happy holidays to all!
…And I know this is late for some holidays, but whatever. Happy lunar eclipse, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, Christmas Eve/Christmas, New Years Eve/New Years, World Aids Day, post Eid day, birthday, Winter Solstice, day light savings/money savings, wedding anniversary, mid-year graduation, retirement, almost Martin Luther King Day, winter holiday, no school, National Get Fat Month Because Of All The...
Dec 25th
sailingaugust asked: I hope you have a wonderful holiday, and a happy new years :)

-Nicole
Dec 25th
17sirens asked: Thanks for following, dear!
Happy Holidays<3
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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“Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and...”
– The Velveteen Rabbit by Margery Williams  (via -unassuming)
Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
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“Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.”
– Unknown
Dec 25th
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solsticre-deactivated20110224 asked: Your blog is super nice. I love the whole "Look how they shine for you" link stuff. And I just love the layout.

Anyways, I thought I'd tell you to get on Skype. Kay, thanks.
Dec 24th
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“You don’t write because you want to say something, you write because you...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald
Dec 24th
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My feet are cold.
I hate when my feet are cold. And I’m wrapped in blankets too. I’m just in that kind of mood. I hate it. It was a crappy day. Um. I’m going to watch Merlin and then listen to The Script/Hurts so I get even more depressed. Adieu.
Dec 24th
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Dec 24th
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“Beauty and sadness always go together. Nature thought beauty too rich to go...”
– George Macdonald
Dec 24th
I’m sad.
Dec 24th
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I'm thinking about getting a book published.
Cool.
Dec 24th
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